should i or should not...

i kept on wondering why im vomiting blood again... i dont even had a cough or anything...

should i go to a clinic or not...

Here is The Smashing Pumpkins: Landslide (Original by Stevie Nicks)

I loved this song ever since...

Dont worry friends... we can make it...

Smile those smile... :-)

Here is for the sake of cheering up in spite of longings to Someone n Special... :-)

 

Watch it guys! Mr. Beans' coming through...

I remembered last time when I posted this video to my facebook (Robocop account, but all of my facebook account have been deactivated... coz the main reason why I had an fb account is because She convinced me last 2009... and it means I made it Only For Her but then... I Missed exchanging Hugs there... :-( )... i was surprised there are lots of comments... including a french guy in my friend list... I remembered he added me for Mafia Wars thing... heheheh.... His comment were in french language so i have to research what he told there... the guy liked this video and made him laughs... heheheh... I wonder why... lets hit the button there and see why... :-)

An ought sent to a Prayer...

Its from the movie Sweet November... :-)

Dancing in the Moonlight... :-)

Smile Friends... Dont worry about me here... I'll get by and by... ♪♫♪

Here is Toploader - Dancing in the moonlight (Original by King Harvest/performed also by The Smashing Pumpkins Rarities & B-Sides 2005 album)

"See You Baby in the Future..." ♥♥♥ :-)

"True Love is just once in a lifetime..." ♥♥♥

 :-) uoYssiM (-:

A friend's comfort...

I felt so uneasy... I felt like heaven and earth fell upon me... Just a while ago... I felt like Im numb and weightless...

What happened is... I felt so weak and suddenly i finished my office-mates cup noodles... :-)

Weird right... :-)

and then... while waiting for me... he said, "why the heck sam is taking too long..." then when i came back inside our office... he went to the kitchen and look for his cup noodles... hehehe... i accidentally finished it up... :D

Then we got out and went to a nearest grocery store with an X mark... At first I thought it was an X mark buts... its an H actually... :-)

We bought snacks... :-) and while walking I told him, "sorry i kinda' felt depressed and felt weak so I grabbed your cup noodles and ate it..."

He then asked me why... and i said... "thinking about my life..."

He smiled and told me... "sam if you should do it my way... you will be fine... i dont think about life... i make life..."

A big smile came across my face with that...

 

Thankfully... there is a friend like that... :-)

I just hoped that in times like this... my phone will ring and when the time i'll pick it up...

It was Her... :-)

smile sam... after all... its your name's meaning... smile... ^_^

"I hope and pray that She can see and read all my blog here... and i hope She can understand me... that my heart and emotions are like ocean waves... flowing up and down... without a certain place to go... but if only She was with me... I will make Her to see that I am willing to risk my life only for Her... coz my life is worthless and with no direction without Her.................."

 

All that I just have now... "Only Her Promise... I pray She will keep it... for I will keep mine..." :-)

Sick condition......

Sorry friends... I'm in sick mode...

Here is 3 Doors Down: Away from the sun... coz we got fever...

 

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My kinda sports...

Hellow Friends... my day was kinda tiring at work... Yesterday, I did the laundry and cleanup campaign in my room... was tired...

I couldn't think of what to post here lately... hmmm... maybe lets travel back to my childhood and recall those sport activities that I'm being fond with... :-)

Firstly, here is Baseball... I was so into baseball when I was in grade school... Its cool for me... it started out when my Father brought home baseball gloves that he bought in our city; one for me and for my Brother Ash... As far as I can still remember here are the same type of baseball gloves that me and brother had when we were still kids...

The same as my baseball glove... :-D

My Brother Ash baseball glove... its for Home base catcher and he is left-handed... :-)

Just right after we had the gloves, we started throwing and catching hard ball... Which is the same as this one...

It was still clear to me... My Father gave me this kind of hard ball... and when I was in a Junior League in our city, it was being stolen by some creep kid...

Baseball became our after-class activity because we had a nice baseball field at the back of our school campus...

I still remember when I managed to hit the ball with a steel baseball bat, my Grand Father was there and he yelled like "Hey its my grandson...hahahah!!!" Of course I'm a bit blushing while I'm taking my First Base... Coz everyone is staring at me... He is among the sports-coordinator since he was a school principal in some other school...

Next is... Mountain climbing... :-)

Me, my Brother, my cousins and few of our neighborhood friends used to stroll and climb nearby mountains in our place... :-) What we do there basically is to gather some fruits, swim down the river and wasting time... hehehe... :-D But we are just kids who loved and exposed to some kid stuff adventures...

 

I enjoyed doing this activity with my Brother and friends until I finished grade school... 

Next to that is... Skateboarding... My Brother Ash is good at this... He can do Ollie... while I can do that but not so cool enough like him. And yah... I can do acid-drop... with lots of falls, injuries and scratches :-D

Here is the same type of my skateboard that my aunt gave me... :-)

This skateboard is so easy for me to control compared to the double-tail which my Brother is using... Whenever I'm playing this, its like I am flying... :-D

We found it cool and managed to somehow learned how to play it safely...

 

 

My Brother and his teenage friends call themselves "Thrashers"... 

Hahaha... I can't believe that youtube have this 1986 movie that inspired us to learn how to play this extreme sport...  Here is the video excerpt...

I can't believe it is a clear-copy... Original DVD huh... That could give us a quick glimpse of how the late '80s looked like... :-)

Next to this is... Table Tennis... 

I will never ever gonna get tired playing Ping pong... :-D its a very cool sport for me... :-)

 

I loved the adrenaline rush of this game... I liked it when its quick and with witty moves... back-hand grip, drive and all of it... 

Here is POD - Boom... a very cool music video that pays tribute to this sport... Rockers Ping Pong too... :-D

 

Next to this one is... Billiard... Gosh... I skipped a lot during secondary school just to play table tennis, billiards and skateboard... :">

Fortunately... I changed during my junior high... I got awakened that I have to take it seriously for my own futures sake... 

 

These were all my kinda sports... :-)

Thanks for reading and dropping by... 

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